goodbye

goodbye
i say it again
goodbye
for when i was alone
you filled me up and kept me empty
you gave me false promises of happiness
and empty feeling of hope
i would wake up in the morning
feeling weak and robbed
but always crawling back to you
to wet my lips with your empty promises

for you don’t know love
you just take and take
like the devil you spin your web
robbing me of my will
for a cheap moment of warmth
and empty happiness
for your bottle would always empty
leaving your glass carcass as a reminder
of what your doing to my soul

i cried to God to give me focus
but you clouded my vision
i cried to God to hear his voice
but you deafen me with your buzz
until God shook my very ground
and brought me to my knees
i was caught in your web
but now i feel free

goodbye
for you made friend into a four letter word
goodbye
you shall not steal my life again
goodbye

~richard j. salewicz II

goodbye

goodbye
i say it again
goodbye
for when i was alone
you filled me up and kept me empty
you gave me false promises of happiness
and empty feeling of hope
i would wake up in the morning
feeling weak and robbed
but always crawling back to you
to wet my lips with your empty promises

for you don’t know love
you just take and take
like the devil you spin your web
robbing me of my will
for a cheap moment of warmth
and empty happiness
for your bottle would always empty
leaving your glass carcass as a reminder
of what your doing to my soul

i cried to God to give me focus
but you clouded my vision
i cried to God to hear his voice
but you deafen me with your buzz
until God shook my very ground
and brought me to my knees
i was caught in your web
but now i feel free

goodbye
for you made friend into a four letter word
goodbye
you shall not steal my life again
goodbye

~richard j. salewicz II

A prayer

God give me the strength to
Open my heart to my failures
Let my heart feel what my lips say
God I am Sorry
Jesus hear my prayer
Help me with my pain
For you are all powerful
and I am powerless without you.

~rj salewicz

A prayer

God give me the strength to
Open my heart to my failures
Let my heart feel what my lips say
God I am Sorry
Jesus hear my prayer
Help me with my pain
For you are all powerful
and I am powerless without you.

~rj salewicz

mood today

I have a mix bag of moods. I feel deep sadness, but hope and faith at the same time. I am ever grateful for the presence of God in my life. I just wish I could be happy.

I riped out my bar from my front room over the weekend. I haven't used it for years, it was more of a work bench and a place to collect junk. But still it was a little sad to see it go. But I really like haveing the added space in my front room and it doesn't seem so cluttered. I am going to set it up as a music/sitting room.

I am hoping I didnt kill my last fish :( . I have had him for over 7 years. The tank was low in water, so I filled it up. I used the same bucket that I always used, but forgot that I had used it a few weeks back to empty my sink when it was backed up due to the drain freezing. So there was some Drano that was still in the bucket (even thou it was dry). I am sure that can not be good for him. I am afraid that he will be dead when I get home tonight or sometime tomorrow.

ok BASEBALL! lol That always seems to bring a smile on my face. Well pitchers and catchers have reported, and fielders are reporting this week. Its finally on its way! My hopes for this Baseball Season:

Chris Carpenter comes back.
Moulder is effective
Pujols has his best year yet and stays injury free
Cardinals make the play offs

I will be posting my picks sometime mid March. Get some of the low down on injuries and how pitchers are coming along across the leagues.

mood today

I have a mix bag of moods. I feel deep sadness, but hope and faith at the same time. I am ever grateful for the presence of God in my life. I just wish I could be happy.

I riped out my bar from my front room over the weekend. I haven't used it for years, it was more of a work bench and a place to collect junk. But still it was a little sad to see it go. But I really like haveing the added space in my front room and it doesn't seem so cluttered. I am going to set it up as a music/sitting room.

I am hoping I didnt kill my last fish :( . I have had him for over 7 years. The tank was low in water, so I filled it up. I used the same bucket that I always used, but forgot that I had used it a few weeks back to empty my sink when it was backed up due to the drain freezing. So there was some Drano that was still in the bucket (even thou it was dry). I am sure that can not be good for him. I am afraid that he will be dead when I get home tonight or sometime tomorrow.

ok BASEBALL! lol That always seems to bring a smile on my face. Well pitchers and catchers have reported, and fielders are reporting this week. Its finally on its way! My hopes for this Baseball Season:

Chris Carpenter comes back.
Moulder is effective
Pujols has his best year yet and stays injury free
Cardinals make the play offs

I will be posting my picks sometime mid March. Get some of the low down on injuries and how pitchers are coming along across the leagues.

Sorry, havent blogged for a few.

Well, I have kinda been out of it the last week or so. I am now not going to spring training. Have some personal issues that came up. Those that know me, know what I am going thru, and its not going to be fun. I just have to ask God to give me the strength to see myself thru this. On the other hand, I have been feeling a stronger pull in my spirituality. Its something that has been growing over the last year or so. I have always been a spiritual person, but not so much as a church person. I feel like I have came full circle and finding comfort in my Catholic beliefs again. It feels like I have came home to a warm house full of loved ones and a good meal and I thank God for this new rebirth of my faith.

NOW on to fun stuff! BASEBALL!!!! BASEBALL!!! BASEBALL!!! Only 2 days until pitchers and catchers report. I so love this game! Even thru this whole Clemens/Steroids/HGH/Mitchell Report junk, I am so excited to have the boys of summer back on the field. Even thou it looks to be a low season for my Cardinals. I still can't wait for games. Hopefully I will be able to make it to a handful of games this year, but I am not getting gmy hopes up. I am expecting a season of watching TV, listening to XM Radio, and box scores.



Peace!

Sorry, havent blogged for a few.

Well, I have kinda been out of it the last week or so. I am now not going to spring training. Have some personal issues that came up. Those that know me, know what I am going thru, and its not going to be fun. I just have to ask God to give me the strength to see myself thru this. On the other hand, I have been feeling a stronger pull in my spirituality. Its something that has been growing over the last year or so. I have always been a spiritual person, but not so much as a church person. I feel like I have came full circle and finding comfort in my Catholic beliefs again. It feels like I have came home to a warm house full of loved ones and a good meal and I thank God for this new rebirth of my faith.

NOW on to fun stuff! BASEBALL!!!! BASEBALL!!! BASEBALL!!! Only 2 days until pitchers and catchers report. I so love this game! Even thru this whole Clemens/Steroids/HGH/Mitchell Report junk, I am so excited to have the boys of summer back on the field. Even thou it looks to be a low season for my Cardinals. I still can't wait for games. Hopefully I will be able to make it to a handful of games this year, but I am not getting gmy hopes up. I am expecting a season of watching TV, listening to XM Radio, and box scores.



Peace!

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